I've been pondering whether or not to move out of Kevin's house and share a living situation with a new friend and her daughter. I feel a longing for more community in my life again, and yet it has been good living here because it is stable, peaceful, AND affordable... not easy to come by in the Bay Area housing scene. After much soul searching and a fruitful session with my life coach, Margie Scott, I'm clear that my main priority and focus needs to remain on start-up of Lotus Peace Retreats. I simply don't want to be distracted by another move or to risk the loss of the hard-won stability we've achieved. There has been much instability since leaving The Farm two years ago.
This little boat will continue to sail calmly and steadily on its well-visualized course and avoid any unnecessary detours or side excursions ... as tempting as they might be. I'll pray there aren't anymore major storms in the new few months, and there will be smooth sailing under sunny skies.
The longing I feel at various times brings powerful questions for me to look at and contemplate. I intentionally set aside time for that in my life as a form of self-care. All is well in my world.
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